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The Easter Show
Mood:  down
Topic: Current Events
I really really really really wanna go, and I haven't been in years.
Just I have nobody to go with....

Should I go it alone?
Hmmmmm, I think I'll see how I feel about it tomorrow...

Questionnaire
Topic: Wasting Space
Found this questionnaire thing on dereks' blog and thought it look interesting, and easy....

Three names you go by:
1. Alison
2. Alison
3. Alison,… getting the hint??? But seriously indecisive, kellison, Kelly girl

Three parts of your heritage:
1. Australian
2. Australian
3. Australian

three things that scare you:
1. Cockroaches
2. Bug, insects and spiders in general
3. People

three of your every day’s essential:
1. food
2. money
3. someone to talk to

three things you are wearing now:
1. shirt
2. board shorts
3. …………….

Three of your favourite songs:
1. Interlude
2. Anything for you
3. Begin

Two truths and a lie:
1. I love to laugh
2. I hate pink
3. I’m a closet lawn bowls fanatic

Things about opposite sex that appeal you right now:
1. Humour
2. Personality
3. Looks

Three of your favourite hobbies:
1. watching tv/surfing the net
2. watching/ reading about sport
3. doing physi

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. laugh
2. go to the Easter show with my friends
3. sleep and work over Easter (double-time and a half, can you blame me? Although I’ll like the holiday) and I know its four.

three places you want to go:
1. Maldives
2. Europe
3. America

three ways that you are stereotypically male/female:
1. I can be moody
2. I like to shop
3. I don’t like the way I look

three people you would like to see take this survey:
1. Caitlin
2. Katy
3. Anybody else who reads this blog…

So.... heavy....
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: Current Events
Well I finally got around to packing for camp, and a medium sized suitcase, a few clothes and about half an hour later I succeeded,...finally.

And that medium sized suitcase is now sitting in front of me and as I stated it is so heavy, and full.

Did I mention it was full? For a three day/two night camp I've filled a medium sized suitcase.

In my defence I have in it a hairdryer (I don't want wet hair in cold weather after all), my runners (don't want to wear them on the bus, but have a feeling I may need them), my beach towel (just want to take my own), a one thick jacket I wont be wearing (don't ask).
So I suppose that kinda explains the full appearance of it, and the heaviness, doesn’t it?

And after all I need options right?

BURN IN HELL HMS
Mood:  irritated
I HAVE HAD IT!!!!

I've spent the last five or so hours working on my HMS2 lab manual and haven't even completed a quarter of the first section. Absurd. I also demand to know why I've been told to buy two textbooks on anatomy that aren't even lain out sensibly causing me to flip continuously through a thousand page + textbook. Yeah cause that is a bundle of fun.


I am SO doing management!



And why the crap is there no plain, flat out angry emotion to select as my mood??? For craps sake!
I swear the world is against me

Bones
Mood:  cool
Topic: Current Events
"Some Lover Try Positions That They Can't Handle."

Finally we leave Coleridge and year 12 English behind and we move on to study poetry with true artistic insight. And about time too.

Knew I sat next to those two older (strange) guys for a reason, and no not just to get as far away as possible from the leg (well not completely)

Damn I'm interesting...
Actually that’s a lie, I'm not actually. What is that I hear someone ask, what have I been doing for the past how many weeks? Working. Working working working, and that is about all. Oh wait no I DID go shopping yesterday WOO HOO.

What am I talking about you may ask? Two numbers for you 34 and 32. They are the amount of hours I am working this and next week, not including breaks of course. Meh on the upside I'll be rich, on the downside I'll be dead. And this is the reason that I haven't and wont be blogging much.

Oh oh and before I forget news (work related but still) I've finished my probation/trial and signed all my 4-7-11 (their assessment program) which all had nice comments and once I tell them my availability I'm being switched to permanent part time, less pay but is anyone up for taking a sickie? ;)

Today
Mood:  down
Topic: General
Why is down the saddest emoticon I can find to set for my mood? Because right now down doesn’t even begin to describe how I am feeling.

I suppose I should start at the beginning though. Today I went out to Penrith to enrol at UWS in my new course, and if all went fairly smoothly. Filled in the forms, enrolled and got nice new ID where the guy taking my photo even wished me a happy birthday for last week. I even got a chupa chupa and a bbq sausage.

But now I'm home and looking on the UWS website and though it would be a good idea to try and sort out my timetable for this coming year, and its not even hard to understand, that’s actually half the problem I guess. I've just found out I have a compulsory lecture at uni (Campbelltown) on Tuesday night finishing at six, while my lesson starts at six forty-five. I highly doubt it is even possible to get there in forty-five minutes, anybody feel free to correct me. My other lesson on Thursday night I think is at eight fifteen, problem is, I may well have to work. What happens when I told my mum this? I get the oh so supportive response "well you may just have to give it up then"

I guess she doesn’t realise that if I gave it up I would have nothing. I would consist of work and study, and that’s all, surely that isn't healthy? And from her saying that I am literally in tears as I type this, and I know she didn't say it to have this reaction on me, but it has anyway. Why this reaction on me? For the last five years I have positively loved it and it is a major part of who I am, and soon after she mentioned giving it up, I thought of changing to another club which practices at different times, this made me more upset though. My club has been so amazing and to leave it,... I honestly just can't imagine, honestly I was so lucky finding my club as it was and it would kill me if I had to leave.

I'm sure you all think I've gone crazy or am over-reacting or even both, but you honestly couldn't understand. My honest preference at the moment would be to give up work rather than to give up physi. I think that ends my explanation as to why down is not an appropriate enough emoticon for me at the movement.

Late updates....
Mood:  lazy
If anyone still looks at this you will notcied I've uploaded/posted a few entries that I've written previously with my fantaboules sharpie, and couldn't be bothered to type up.

Sorry about that, esp. to Caitlin who I apparently dissapointed when she looks at my blog and sees there are no new entries, I'll try to be good from now on.

Will try to blog again about today later tonight, and if I get around to it about my birthday

Temptation
Topic: General
Why is it always the case that as I should be saving money I see really nice stuff when looking and want new things?
But no must resist temptation, must save money. Geoffrey is getting the LGU8360 though the same one I had my eye on….

But also does EVERYBODY have to bloody smoke at work, or have they just happened not to have seen the warnings that it KILLS blazoned through every aspect of the media yet?